I'm so in love with KT Tunstall and Coldplay right now.
Does anybody have any of Coldplay's albums (except for Viva La Vida)? If so, would you share with me? Pretty please? :D
Let's get serious for a minute. I know I often complain about my family, and that's what I'm about to do again. First of all, way back when I was seven-years-old, the divorce agreement between my parents said that Dad had to make sure Emily and I always had medical insurance until we graduated from college. So as long as I'm in school, he's supposed to take care of that. When he quit his job last year, the insurance got cancelled, so since then I haven't had insurance. Then when Emily went to live with him, and they went to court a few months ago over that, they formed a new agreement that still stated Dad had to cover my insurance. Well, he never really did anything for it except ask me to search around. I guess that's fine, but I really didn't have the time between work and school. And now with the summer, I work most days and am tired and don't want to do all this research. It wasn't a priority in my mind because I thought he'd take care of it.
Apparently, he didn't think it was a priority either. Yesterday they all went back to court to 'revisit' the case. Mom didn't want to fight for Emily. She's mad at her. But she did want me to get covered and argued that. Mom said that Dad was rambling all these reasons why he shouldn't have to do that. So now he doesn't. The NEW agreement now says that my parents will just split the cost of any of my medical bills, including prescription copays, cost of insurance, office copays, etc.
Since Dad quit his job, he obviously hasn't been around as much. I mean, he lives nearly two hours away. He worked in Stratford and that's why I'd see him more. I recall that Emily didn't get to see him as often after he quit his job (in August I think), and then in January she decided to just live there. So there you go, Dad no longer has to make an effort.
( me being emo )I don't know what else to say. I mean, I'm not a little kid, but I still feel, like, abandoned. Maybe betrayed. Forgotten. Unloved. Like...he's totally apathetic to what happens in my life. Maybe if he EVER decides to call me again, I'll be super bitchy. That'd get some kind of reaction, right? Maybe? Like, "Well I'm sure you're very busy with your NEW family." ... Whatever. A tad sarcastic, but very close to serious. I'm THIS CLOSE to saying something like that.
Oh, and one other thing is Keri's children. I mean I feel like I sound like some kind of a snob that you'd want to stab in the eye with a red hot poker, but I HAVE to say my thoughts to somebody.
( me being snobby )I really want to get the fuck out of this state. I cannot fucking wait to go to Ohio. They better fucking accept community college credits. Fuck is a good word.
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Also, I just want my friends list to know that I may not comment a whole lot, but I do read your entries. I usually only comment unless I honestly have something to day. Please don't feel like I'm a bitch or something. *hugs friends list*
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